10 months of pure happiness with you princess :) @xItsBellaC i love you so much.
when you first became my girlfriend i was just super excited to find out how much we will go through together. i never expected us to get married or even have babies together. i always told you that from the beginning and you never ever gave up on that idea so it was always hard for us to talk about having a family together or staying together forever. usually when i date someone it never lasts for more then just 2 weeks or a month at the most. i can probably be the worse person ever to date since im known for messing up relationships alot although i do it purposely all the time. i hate being stuck to just one person and not knowing what else i am missing out on.. but with you, i right away knew i wanted you more than anything in this world. i dont care if i didnt want certain things with you at the moment but i was sure that i needed to make you my girlfriend. i have never tried so hard in my life to impress someone like i did you on our first couple dates. i doubt that i impressed you at all though cuz im like a super dork when it comes to dates.. lol.
i always tell you this but its true.. you are the cutest girl ever. i love how on our first date you were able to talk to me about your past relationships and told me just how much you've been hurt before. you werent at all like most girls that just focus on making me fall for them with a bunch of lies and just being over all desperate. i can honestly tell you were truly trying to be my friend that day, and i loved that more than anything else baby. i hardly ever had just confersations like that when girls just TALK to me and not just flirt.
i really didnt know to much about you after that day but i really wanted to know about you even more, i just found you so interesting. after you became my girlfriend i rememeber all your friends would just come at me telling me that i better not hurt you and i better not treat you bad, for reals i hated that.. i dont like being told what to do or not to do but now that i think about it i am so happy i listened to them. i could never in a million years imagine myself ever hurting you, i cant even stand the fact that you can get mad at me for a day when we fight. i want to always keep you happy, i feel like thats truly my job.
we have the cutest little baby together.. well.. big girl. haha since she likes being called that. i thought having a baby would be the worse idea ever but now i love it so much that i just wanna have A MILLION MORE babies with you princess. the thing i love the most is seeing you being a mommy. and just doing cute family stuff together. thats always fun.
so i know our relationship doesnt end now, its only gonna get more amazing.
and i cant wait to see how much bigger our little family gets and just how much more amazing things we go through together.
december 14, 2010 is by far my favorite day ever.
and march 12, 2011 is unforgettable. you became my loving wife that day.
i love you so much Bella, with all my heart and everything in me.
forever cant even be enough for me to be stuck with you <3