13 amazing months with you baby, well a year and a month haha 13 sounds strange :'] @xItsBellaC thanks for keeping me for this LONG baby girl
you make my life so much better... i love having you all to myself since day one. i remember asking you to be my girlfriend and ever since that day up to now i never regret that moment. you know exactly how to make me laugh, smile and just overall making me feel amazing. i hope i make you feel that way also because theres nothing more that i want then to keep you happy all the time baby girl. im amazed at how much we both know eachother now, haha when we first met i barely even knew 2 things about you and now we know the littlest things about eachother. all these random childhood stories of yours are the cutest things ever. maybe cause i can just imagine you all tiny and small being a little nerd :']
i love the two amazing cute babies you have already gave me. kylie and bailey are so adorable and i could never trade them for anything else..not even food! haha i cant wait to have another baby with you, i know we decided on this one being a surprise but i just cant help it that i keep bringing it up all the time I WANT ANOTHER HIPPO, kylie is growing up and i just love having you pregnant and all cute around the house :) i love taking care of you baby, rubbing your belly and cuddling you up in bed. you could never be more perfect in my eyes then seeing you hold a baby in your arms.
this month wastn all that great for us, well the begining of the month. i know we had our moments and im sorry what i put you through.. i should never treat you like that ever baby. even if im mad or just having a bad day that isnt ok that i take it out on you. im sorry of some things i said that i know i cant take back that easily but never forget that i love you baby, with all my heart. all the trouble we go through only brings us together more, i dont like that we have to go through these kinds of things just to know that we do belong with each other. i cant go a day without you and i never wanna try again. its hard not having you around or kissing you all over like i love to.. you are just so perfect and beautiful i never want to lose you now or ever.
the song i listened to that weekend that just completly made me regret everything that happen and just made me feel bad for losing you is 'i need you' by the beatles. i like came on randomly on my ipod and i was just like AHHHHH -________________- haha. i hate listening to these kinds of songs when im down. i love the words tho, they are so true...
You don't realize how much I need you
Love you all the time and never leave you
Please come on back to me
I'm lonely as can be
I need you
Please remember how I feel about you
I could never really live without you
So, come on back and see just what you mean to me
I need you
its a very short song but it basically sums it all up about how it feels to lose someone and just want them back because its hard living without them. thats how i felt that day and i never wanna feel that again princess. i love you so much <3
i'll keep you forever in my heart
as long as you keep me in yours and never let me go.