For Agust D about Mixtape

#AgustD
Hello, Yoongi~ I didn’t want to write my opinion in a few words, so my review so late.
We were born in the same year, so I'm going to write informally. I always looked up to you as a rap artist, not Idol. And now I’m happy that a long time ago I chose you as my favorite artist.
You know, I think that people who suffer from depression, they can immediately see this pain in the eyes of another person. Frankly, I suffer from depression for many years. I used to think that I don’t have enough human warmth and understanding. But when in my life appeared such people, I began to repel them. It seemed that the more the people around me, the more I felt lonely. And so I had reached an extreme degree of social phobia. Now I can’t be around people and look into their eyes. I realized that it’s not associated with wealth, communication. We are people who want to control everything in our lives. Therefore, we are very vulnerable. And we are ready escape from all that we could breathe.
I appreciated your work not as a fan of BTS, namely, as a man with a troubled inner world. And yes, “The Last” broke my heart. I felt that I'm not alone, that people around the world are experiencing the same self-destruction, regardless of their position in society. And I don't know what the reason, but I felt safe.
Thank you so much that you shared with us your thoughts. I understand that it was really hard work. But it's very important for people who every day experience the same emotions. I know you think that no one will ever be able to understand what you are feeling. But this is not the case. Because I saw a familiar emptiness in your eyes two years ago. And I continue to see it now. No matter how many people will try to mix you with shit. You should know that there are people around the world who really hear you.
Take care!
Your depressive friend, Christina~