Because we lost, because it's silly, because I don't have the energy, because it's too hard, because it's not worth it, because I'm broke, because you don't care, because it's not going to work, because I always fail, because I'm hurt, because it's too loud, because it's always the same, because I've tried, because there's more to lost, because I'll lose you, because they'll laugh, because they will think I'm stupid, because I can't sleep, because I think too much, because it will go wrong, because I'm scared, I'm scared because..