He glanced and smiled at me and I just got up from my seat and walked out of the room. Chaz looked over the room to Justin with a confused look on his face and Justin just shugged his shoulders , Chaz mouthed ‘’ Shall I go see whats up with her ‘’ but Justin shook his head sternly.
Justin: Hey Scooter do you mind if I go stretch my legs
Scooter: I suppose but don’t be too long.
Justin walked out ignoring scooter while he trailed on. He walked outside and just leaned against the cold stone wall and stared at me , while I was on the phone .
Me: Hurry up Beth , I really wanna go I don’t wanna stay here.
Beth: Why , whats up
Me: Nothing...... Justin he keeps smiling and looking at me and with everything thats gone on between us to. I’m just struggling I suppose.
Beth: But you still love him right ?
Me: Of course thats why I cant handle it..... Anyway just hurry up before he starts looking for me.
Beth: Ok Babe on my way.
I glanced over my shoulder and saw Justin staring at his feet , smiling. I sigh frustrated that he probably heard all that .
Me: You heard all that didn’t you??
Justin: No.
Me: Justin! . You know you heard it all so if you want to take the mickey and say I told you so now’s your chance.
Justin: Why would I do that. I know you still love me , but I’m not like I thought you of all people would of understood that.
I sigh again , already wishing Beth would hurry up because things were getting rather Awkward. Justin walked closer to me and grabbed my hand and kissed it . I didn’t pull away because I couldn’t be bothered with the arguments if I did. We’ve only just started talking after our last argument.
He’s eyes met mine and didn’t leave my face. I started to get really worried and frowned.
Me: What do I have something on my face?
Justin ( Laughing ) : No , its just your so beautiful .
Me: Justin. Dont start this again
Justin was just about to give another load of crap about my beauty before Beth Honked her horn and made both of us jump out of our skins . He glanced over at Beth with mucky looks and she just stuck up her finger up at him.
I pull my hand away from his grip and ran down to Beth who was on the phone in the car . I turned around to see if Justin had gone , but of course he hadn’t he just stood there smiling at me. I turn back to the car just about to get in when Justin shouted me .
Justin: Shania I love you.
I smiled and just got in the car. I hate doing that but I have to because things will never happen between us again . I put my seat belt on my eyes still glancing at Justin walking away with his head down and what looked like a tear dropping from his face.
I don’t have time to feel guilty because Beth has set off in the direction of her house.
Beth: He’ll get over himself
Me: BETH!
Beth: Woaah calm down , since when were you on his side.
Me: I’ve never been on his side , but your always been really nasty to him .
Beth: Well is it my fault I think he’s a total d****. After all he did dump you
Me: Beth shut up . I’m not in the mood .
My phone started to ring interrupting both of us. I answer it and its my mum.
Mum: Hey Sweetie , Beth texted me saying you wanted picking up from Justins whats up?
I glare at Beth and she just shuggeds her shoulders.
Me: I’m fine mum. Its just I wanted a girly night in.
Mum: Okay Sweetie , call me if theres a problem.
Me: Will do .
I instantly snap my phone shut. Beth looks at me , not concentrating on the road.
Beth: I’m sorry I had to.
Me: Really. Did my mum threaten to kill you didn’t tell her.
Beth: Dont be like that Shania. I was only looking out for you
Me: Be like what? . You only did it because you hate Justin.
My phone rings again but I ignore it , to frustrated to talk to my mum again , but it keeps ringing.
Me ( Thinking to myself ) : Christ cant you take a hint.
I snap my phone open quickly and answer the call.
Me: WHAT CHAZ,
Chaz: Have you seen Justin?
Me: What do you mean have I seen Justin?
Beth Sighs loudly and turns up the radio.
Chaz: He’s gone Shania , we cant find him .