I don't drink or do drugs, but I almost died because my father beat me. I have disappointed my mother so many times, she can't even look at me! I have attempted suicide twice, been expelled from my school, and then, my little brother Micah was hit by a bus. I sometimes stay at my friends' houses for weeks because I'm scared my dad will hurt me. I get bullied and into fights and I don't know how to change .Finally, within the last 6 months, 3 of my best friends died, and one of them attempted suicide on Thursday night. She's DYING! That's only half my story, so don't tell me your life is effed up. Mine is so bad, I am not sure how much longer I wanna live anymore :'(