I need my Codykins. Uh its been like a week since we last talked. And the last time we did talk, was amazing. We've been together since June, We had our fights, and i mean MANY fights. And yeah we've broken up like a lot... But we love each other, yeah I said LOVE. I never felt this way about any other guy [aside from Bruno, he doesn't count lol] and the way he looks into my eye's, i know he feels the same way. He could tell me 10000000 times that he loves me, And i could say "I love you too". But when he looks into my eyes, holds my hand and says "Jocelyn I love you" is when I know we were meant to be. People might think "Common Jocelyn your 13! you dont know what love is!" But Cody is my life. And I mean it when I say that. Ever since the day we first met, my life changed.....
This is what he told me. Me:"Do you really love me?" Cody:"With all my heart babe your my world." Me:"Your the only person that's ever told me that." Cody:"I mean it too."
Nah, im not that crazy girlfriend. Actually, im not his girlfriend at all, im his wife. Yup, we got married in our imaginary world. Ain't that cute? He's even told me "Jocelyn your the definition of love" "Your the reason my heart beats" "I'd give my life to save yours" "I thought happy endings weren't real until I met you" And that's the last thing he texted me. The next day I got a text saying "I cant talk to you until thursday." And that was it. The past few night's, i've been sitting in my room crying, and listening to OUR song. Am I over reacting? i dont know, but i miss him like mad crazy. Today, is thursday. He hasn't called me, texted me, Emailed me, or BB'ed me....I have a feeling somethings not right. Or, Am I paranoid?...