drafts are cool

Okay, I know this won't help much, but I'm truly sorry for your loss. I know what it's like losing someone you love and it hurts like hell. It's cliche, but it does get better. And I do believe you've experienced that yourself. If you ever need to vent, your fans - our family is always here for you. We care for you and love you and we always will. Keep your head up and stay strong! <3
~Dez