RE: #WHATIF, rebelling or thinking of killing yourself is not a very nice way to solve the problem. You should bargain with your parents. Make them reconsider. How? Tell them how much you love Super Junior. Show them how inspired you are. Excel in your class, do something your parents would be proud of. Show them that behind all those achivements is a boy group named SUPER JUNIOR. If you do something that would make them disappointed, then, that would only prove them RIGHT for making you stop. :)