@TheBieberDrug here it is!! You're gonna LOVE it!! tell me if/when you need the second part, but I guess this here will take some time... :)

@BieberPRanger's Bieber Love Story:

"i dont fucking wanna be with you anymore Ryan, leave me alone" you shouted & slammed the phone down. immediately you get a text.. "u dont fucking leave me, ellie you whore, you wait and see." obviously its from Ryan. Sometimes you even wonder why you started dating him in the first place. The first couple of months were great but then he turnt nasty & cheated on you with loadsa girls so you ended it. Forgetting about him & lookin out the window at the rain outside, you wondered why it was raining in the Bahamas. You had the tv on low but could still here the news reporters talking about Justin Biebers vacation to England. Coming away from the window, you picked up your phone & texted your bestfriend Jess. You asked if you could go round to see her & let her know the latest gossip between you and Ryan. Of course she said yes, so you got ready. Staring at yourself in the mirror you play around with your long brown hair. It's the only thing you like about you & the fact you have blue eyes. You decide what you wanna wear, got dressed & left your house. You put your purple umbrella up & starting walking, Jess's house was only on the next block. All of a sudden, someone grabbed your mouth from behind & kicked you to floor. You fell & smashed your head. When you turned and realised it was Ryan your heart sank into your chest. He punches you in the face. You cry out with pain & blood is every where "Ryan what the fuck are you doing" you screamed. "what the fuck do you think your doing ending it with me" he hissed & kicked you hard on the legs. You felt your leg throbbing but you didn't wanna show you were hurt. "just leave me alone ryan, please." you begged. He walked away & just left you there on the ground. You manage to stand, your legs were already bruised from where he kicked you & your head & face was covered in blood. Tears fell from your eyes, it was painful to walk, but you was scared he might come back so you didn't stop. With your umbrella battered & broken from your hit to the ground, it wasn't doing a good job of keeping you dry. Just then a passing car splashed you with water. The pain was too much to handle & you fell to the ground. The car stopped to a halt, you hear a door open & a boy comes running over to you. "OMGAAASH, she's bleeding & bruised" he says panicking. He picks you up and puts you in the car. A womans voice shouts "whats happend!?" The boy panicks, "we need to get to a hospital" Your head is pounding & your visions blurry, your too weak to speak. Your gunna be okay the boy keeps telling you whilst holding your hand. You can feel him shaking, which makes you more scared then all of a sudden everything goes black.
You awake to the sound of beeping, the room is so white it hurts your eyes. Eventually you open them properly to find yourself in a hospital bed surrounded by flowers & cards. Your confused. "hey" said a voice. You jumped because you didn't realise someone was in the room with you. You look to your left to see a boy there, long amazing hair, beautiful eyes, gorgeous lips & then it registered in your mind who it was. You were speechless. And your facial expression showed you were in shock because he laughed. "im glad your okay, you frightend me" he said. "im justin by the way" Finally you managed to form words. "i know who you are" you said playing it cool. "so whats your name" he asked. "Ellie Somers" you replied. He smiled. "so Ellie, what happend to you before i accidentally splashed you" And then it hit, you see the flashbacks of Ryan hurting you, you start to cry. "it's my ex-boyfriend, he hates me. i dumped him & he did this" you cry harder. "wait a minute, aren't you supposed to be in England". "oh that.. thats just false info my team give out so paparazzi think im there whilst im enjoying myself on vacation somewhere else" he explains. "btw, did you say ryan? cos he came in earlier & left you this card & these flowers" You read the card: 'dear ellie, i love you so much, get better soon. love ryan xxx' You get angry & rip it up. Justin just stares at you. "im sorry, you don't have to stay here, im sure you are busy" But he shakes his head & refuses to leave. "your mum was here earlier, but she hadnt slept at all so i said i'd look after you" he smiled. You calm down & figured since justin was here you may aswell chat. Talking to Justin was surprisingly easy. You told him everything about Ryan & he told you everything about his ex-girlfriend Caitlin. It was still hard to believe that you were sat here talking to the teen sensation. "was she violent" you asked laughing & joking about Caitlin. "no but she cheated on me so i kinda know partly how you feel." he said giving you a light smile. "im thirsty, imma go grab a coke, do you want one" he asked. "yes please" you smiled & he left. You led on the bed staring up at the ceiling. Justin Bieber was getting you a coke, you laughed at how ridiculous that sounded. Then there was a knock at the door. You sat up & saw it was Ryan. For some reason you couldn't speak. He walked in, & sat beside you. "hey" he said casually. You looked away. "aw babe don't ignore me, we both know you deserved it." You slapped him across the face. A sudden anger rose over him, he got up & just went for you. Both hands on your neck strangling you, you struggled to breathe. You thought u were gunna lose concouisness. You looked into his eyes, it wasn't the Ryan you knew. "OI GET THE FUCK OFF HER" justin shouted, he punched Ryan, he fell to the floor, you fell too after being released from Ryans grasp. Justin rushed over to help you up. You were still struggling to breathe. You could feel your neck throbbing. Ryan was forced to leave but he left shouting 'one day you'll get what you deserve.' You were so shaken up & didnt know what to do. Justin stayed holding your hand to comfort you. The nurse told you to get some rest & sleep, Ryan had been banned from coming anywhere near you, but again you just stayed up all night talking with justin. You two had gotten so close over the past few days, it didn't seem wierd at all. it felt right.
It was the morning, the sun was shining through the blinds.You went to stretch but found you couldn't move without hurting yourself. You felt something in your right hand, it was a peice of paper : 'ellie, sorry i had to leave. just had to take care of a few things. i'll be back later. JB xx' you smiled. You were falling for him, even though you'd only met not so long ago. You sat thinking if he liked you back but the state you were in must of put him right off. You look back at the paper & smiled again. "what u smiling at" said a recognisable voice, it was your mum. "mum!" you were so happy to see her. You tried explaining but she told you Justin explained everything. So you just chatted & listened to music together. You had your headphones in when Justin walked through the door. Your mum felt abit akward so she made it look like she had gone to get a coffee. "You listening to me in them headphones" justin laughed. " i actually was .. come listen" Justin sat on the bed beside you, he looked at you & it was kinda hard to tell what he was thinkin. "shawty right there, shes got everything i need" he started singing. You catch each otheres eyes, you can't help but gaze at him. He leans in to kiss you, his soft lips meet yours. *cough cough* The nurse clears her throat. You pull away but Justin obviously wanted to kiss you more as he tried to ignore the nurse & you had to tell him to get off. "Your free to go home Ellie" she said. You looked at Justin and smiled, the nurse walked out the room, he leaned in to kiss you again. You placed one hand behind his neck, whilst you kissed passionately & the other hand holding his, intertwined with his fingers. The moment was yours and his, he made you forget everything that happend, he made you feel safe. You could feel yourself smiling mid-kiss. He noticed and smiled too. He stops kissing you, to look at you. "you know, your beautiful." You blush and say thanks. "even with minor bruising and cuts" he laughs. "i would never ever do that to you. Ryan is a dick & if i ever see hi-" You shiver at the mention of his name. "Anyway, i should get packed up to go home." you say tryna forget Ryan and Justin helps you get your stuff together. When everythings done, Your mum takes you to the car. It's still a tiny bit painful to walk, but Justin is there by ur side helping. You get all the stuff in the trunk & your mums ready to leave. "so what happens now" you say. "i dont want you to leave, i dont feel safe without you justin" You try your hardest to hold back tears. "well idk, put your number in here." he passes u his iphone. "ive gotta leave the bahamas for a while, ive got a tour to be doing." He pulls you in for a hug, u never wanna let go. He kisses your forehead and whispers "i'll be back" you laugh because he said it in that dorkish terminator voice. As he walks away the grip on both your hands get loose & your hand falls to the side of your waist. you hobble into the car, still fighting back tears…
You arrive back home to find Jess & some other friends of yours to welcome you back. You run upstairs, your not in the mood to celebrate you just wanna see Justin. Jess comes upstairs. "dude i would of come to the hospital but ur mum said it'd be better if i didnt see the state you were in cos it would of scared me" You didn't care Jess wasn't there. "its okay, justin was there anyway." Jess looked confused. "Justin who" she asked. "justin bieber" Jess laughs, did they give you any drugs while you were there, hes on vacation in England. "im being serious, he was the one who found me after Ry-" you stopped. You couldn't even say his name without feeling repulsed. "look Jess i appreciate everything but can u tell everyone to leave" You rolled over on your bed & cried into your pillow. "ok but if u need anything u know where i am" she said & left the room. After 3 hours of crying, your eyes were sore. You needed something to distract you, so you turned on the tv. You heard the voice you had fallen in love with the past three days. It was Justin doing a live concert in bahamas. "is she out there.. is she out there.. yeah, i just need somebody to love." he sings. You just stare at the tv, wondering if hes thinking of you. your eyes well up but you won't turn it off. Everyday for the next six months is pratically the same, you get up, go to school, come home & just cry & refuse to speak to anyone. It's been six whole months & you haven't heard from Justin at all. Maybe he's not all nice you think to yourself, maybe he is a jerk who thinks cos hes a superstar he can blow off chicks like its nothing. *i'll never let you go..ohh nooo* you look confused, wondering where that music come from. Your phone is vibrating. You have a message, your heart stops. What if its justin, do i ignore him like he ignored me or do i text back. You stopped arguing in your head & opened the text : 'ells, its justin. im back in bahamas in two weeks, i'll come see you, JB xx' Your heart starts beating fast, you feel your lips turning into the biggest grin and the last six months has all been erased by this one text. You can't help but smile that he changed your message tone to NLYG. You play it cool by texting back 'J, looking forward to seeing you, cant wait. xx' When really, you had alot of things to say & you could scream from happiness right now. You had alot of questions, like why did it take 6 months for a text but you didnt care. Two weeks had past, you got home from school & your mum told you to get dressed properly because she had someone coming over for dinner. You got dressed, done your hair & put a little bit of make up on. Everyone says you don't need make up cos your flawless but you beg to differ. You want this dinner to end quickly just incase Justin calls and wants to meet. Suddenly your phone starts ringing "heyyy" you answer, not knowing who it is because it's on private call. "hey pretty ladyy" justin says in a funny voice. You feel your lips turning into a grin again. "hey, whats up" "oh nothing, im in town but i have to go to this dinner, but i really wanna see you." *the doorbell rings* "oh hold up, theres someone at the door" You open the door still holding the phone to your ear. The person turns around, holding a phone to his ear. You freeze from shock. "Surpriseeee... aren't you gunna invite me in then" says Justin laughing over the phone, even though hes standing right infront of you. "um yeah sure do u wanna come in" you say still speaking down the phone. Realising how stupid it was, you put the phone down & literally jumped on justin & hugged him so tight. "im happy to see you too" he says & steps inside.
"looks like our dinner guest is here" your mum said smiling. You didn't even question about how or why hes here. You are just so happy to see him. You sit down at the table, Justin sits next to you but your mum leaves. "mum where are you g-" but then you realise she was meant to leave & justin had cut your sentence off by kissing you anyway. His lips so soft, made you tingle & realised just how much you missed him. "you have no idea how good that felt after so long" justin said. "caitlin has been doing my head in with her attention seeking." "caitlin?" you ask. "is that what you were doing the whole six months i spent crying my heart out over you?" you said in a kind of angry tone. Justin took your hand, and kissed you again. "relax.. well yeah i was with caitlin but only cos she tried commiting suicide after i told her i loved someone else" Your eyes lit up. "you love someone else ay" you say with a smile. "yeah" he said, "beyonce" he laughed. You playfully hit his arm & laughed too. "you know its you, ive done nothing but drive myself crazy thinkin about you" he went onto explain about Caitlin & then doing concerts. "its been mad" You wanna let him know the pain you felt the last 6 months but you just smile and say "who does this bieber kid think he is ay" and wink. You finished dinner & ask if justin wants dessert. He looks at you & says i'll take desert upstairs. You like the way he thinks but remember your mum is in the next room. "we'll be extra quiet" he says winking. You laugh "i dont think you'll be able to keep quiet when ive got my hands on you" you say winking. "do u have to tease me like that" justin asks. you laughed & nod your head. Instead, you stay in the room talking for a couple of hours. "get your coat" says Justin. "where are we going?" "club rush" he says excited. Your not excited at all, club rush is where you met Ryan & the last place you were together when you broke up with him. "you don't wanna go" justin says because you hesitated. "i do, but .." He looks at you, he knows what your gunna say & hugs you. "i understand" he says resting his head on yours whilst hugging you. You stay like that, with your hands around his waist for about 20 minutes. You feel bad for saying no, so you change your mind. "you know what, lets go idc" "no its fine lets stay here" said justin. "no i wanna go party" you said & kissed him. 
On the car journey there, justin held your hand then entire way, "if you dont wanna go in there you don't have to" he reassures you. But you don't wanna ruin the night he had planned. "yeah i do, long as you promise you'll leave with me & not some other chick" you laughed. "says the beautiful one boys would kill to have" he smiled & leant right over to kiss you. He stopped the car & leant over to kiss you some more. He pushed the chair back & you climbed into the drivers seat on his lap. You had your hands around his neck with your body pushed against his. You started to kiss him, his lips, his neck, you took off his shirt. "we gunna do this here? in my car?" said justin "is that complainin i here" you tease him. "no im not complainin at all, infact u carry on & i'll shut up" he laughed. He took off your top & started kissing you back, lips, neck, chest..then there was a tap at the window. Justin rolled down the window forgetting that you both had no tops on & you were sat in his lap. "excuse me sir, sorry to disturb umm, what your doing" you couldnt help but laugh. "but you blocked my car in, do u mind moving please?" Justin laughed & apologised. You got off justins lap, got back in the passenger seat & justin moved the car. "well that ruined the mood" you laughed putting your top back on. "well theres always after the club" he winked & put his top back on. You both got out the car, ready to party at club rush.
As usual, the club is full. You & justin walk in hand in hand. He wears his hat low but the club is too packed for anyone to noticed whose there & whose not. You head straight to the bar & he orders you a coke with lemon & one for himself. He doesn't let go of your hand because he thinks if he lets you go, he wont get you back. Your unaware of the fact that Ryan is at the club. hes in the corner just staring at you & glaring at justin. he's got his hood up & is alone. Some girls pull at justins hand asking him to dance, he doesn't wanna leave you but you say you don't mind & that you'll stay in that exact point. Instead of leaving you, he puts your drink down & pulls you onto the dance floor. "somebody to love" comes on & he sighs. "whose this sexy beast singing this i wonder" you say whilst smiling. He dances anyway & pulls you closer to him. He's got his hands on your waist whilst your grinding on him. He sings " i dont need somebody to love, i- i got ellie, i got ellie" which makes u laugh cos its so cheesy. You turn and kiss Justin as if no one else was around. Seeing the kiss angers ryan. He makes his way over to the table you were stood at. He pours powder into your drink & walks away fast leaving the club. You return from the dance floor, laughing & still holding Justins hand. Your both thirsty as heck so you finish your drinks & head back on the dancefloor. All of a sudden the room starts to spin, you feel so dizzy. "Justin i need some fresh air" So he holds your hand tight & guides you outside. When you get outside you collapse, but start laughing. Justin just thinks you accidentally picked up someone elses drink with alcohol in it & assumes your drunk. But you can't move at all, find it hard to talk & everythings still spinning. Justin sits you up on a bench & laughs at you in a playful way. "what are u doing u drunken mess" he laughs. His phone rings & he walks round the corner to answer it. You can hear him shouting but you have no strength to call him. All of a sudden Ryan picks you up & puts you in his car. You think it's Justin so you don't make a fuss cos your to out of it to know. Justin sees him in his car, unaware that your in the back seat. He looks at the bench & realizes your gone & puts two & two together. "NO" he starts panicking, he jumps in his car trying to follow Ryan. He's crying because he knows Ryan is a psycho & he could lose you. "justin" you found enough strength to say his name quietly. "yes babe, its justin" Ryan said smirking. "were going back to my house to have a little fun" Ryan said still smirking. Your phone rang, but you couldn't move at all. Ryan grabs it from your pocket & clicks answer. "ELLIE? ELLIE WHERE THE FUCK ARE U, ELLIE? SPEAK PLEASE." you hear justin crying down the phone. "Shes with me, & imma show her some fun tonight" Ryan says to Justin. "YOU LEAVE HER THE FUCK ALONE, I SWEAR LAY ONE FINGER ON HER & i WILL KILL YOU!" Ryan laughs. "can you hear this? your pathetic boyfriend crying down the phone" he says to you. You start crying. Justin hears you & shouts louder. "IMMA FUCKING KILL YOU" but ryan hangs up.
You awake in severe pain, cuts & bruises all over you. Your arms tied to a bed post bleeding at your wrists, your head is still spinning so its hard to make out where you were. You can speak, but can't move. You cry out for help, but no one answers. Suddenly you hear footsteps. "well well well, looks like the little slag is awake. enjoy your time at club rush did we with your precious boyfriend?" You immediately knew who it was. "Ryan, please im begging you please just let me go. i was wrong, u didnt do anything wrong & i'll take you back i promise" He walks over to you, kneels down besides you & slaps you hard across the face. "aw, the waterworks aint working u fucking idiot so stfu." You cry harder. He punches you in the stomach. " I SAID STFU." so you go quiet in fear he'll hit you again. "I put a little surprise in your drink, thats why you can't move or see properly, i hope your having fun." he smirks. He kneels down again, grabs your phone & calls Justin. "Tell him anything & i swear to god you'll never see him again" snaps Ryan. He puts the phone to your ear, Justin answers.. "ellie, please tell me where you are.. are you okay, has he done anything to you i'll fucking kill him" You cry & begin to hear Justin cry. "Justin, i-i cant move, i-i dont know w-where i am, i hurt justin, please help me" Ryan puts the phone to his ear. "your girlfriend is perfectly fine. she'll be even better once i have my way with her." ryan says whilst laughing. "i will find you, believe me. i love her & she loves me. get the fuck over it ryan. she doesnt want u back." Ryan slammed down the phone.
He looks at you, you look at him.. for a moment everything is silent. He then says "do you want some music on while we do this?" "do what" you ask. "oh dont play stupid ellie u want it as much as i do", he says. He reaches over to the cd player & presses play. "that should be me" starts to play & you cry. He reaches for your shirt & undoes the buttons. you try with all your might to fight but the powder shut down your body. Your crying so hard as he finally gets it off & starts kissing you. He puts his hand down your jeans, you cuss him & punches you. You scream in pain, you didnt deserve this. all you could think about was Justin crying which made you cry more. Ryan came back up to kiss your neck but you spat in his face. "Maybe Justin should hear this i think.." You continue to cry. Ryan rings Justin again, Justin answers as Ryan takes off your underwear. He puts the phone next to you so Justin can hear what Ryan is doing to you. You scream out in pain as Ryan gets on top of you & repeatedly rapes you. Justin breaksdown crying & puts the phone down. For the whole 30 minute ordeal all you do is cry & think of Justin. Finally he gets off you & punches you for nothing. You cuss him more & he takes a bat & smashes you round the head with it.. everything goes black.
You wake up in pain again. Still tied to the bedpost. Your wrists so numb from the pain of rope burn, your body abused, battered & sore. Now you can see properly & move. you realise your in Ryans bedroom. You see a picture of him and you on his desk, that day back at the beach, you had your first kiss. You begin to cry. You were knocked out for about 30 minutes. All of a sudden theres shouting downstairs. "WHERE THE FUCK IS SHE" it was justin. "JUSTIN, JUSTINNN" you screamed so loud praying to god he'd come upstairs. then *smasshhh* everything goes silent. You panick, your heart rate beats faster as the seconds past. "JUSTINNNN!" you begin to cry thinking Ryan has smashed him with something & knocked him out. You hear footsteps coming up the stairs. You panick thinking its Ryan to come & abuse you again. The door handle twists & Your heart is in your throat. The door opens & the person looks at you, all battered in the bed, blood everywhere.. its Justin. He falls to his knees in the doorway at the sight of you & starts crying. You don't say anything, just cry too. He gets the strength to get up & walk over to you. You have so much to say but the words just wont come out.
He unties you, puts your clothes back on you & just cradles you in his arms, gently rocking you back & forward. "ellie" he says. You don't look up. He puts his fingers under your chin & tips your head up. He looks at what ryan has done to you.. he just pulls you closer, you dont care that it hurts. you just wanna feel safe. "how did u find me" you choked. "i asked ur mum where he lives" You cry more wondering how your mum is gunna react. "lets just get out of here, ive called the police so dw" You try to stand up but collapse. Justin catches you & scoops you up in his arms. You can tell it's heart breaking for him to see you like this. He takes you out the house & into his car.
He lifts you into the passengers seat & buckles your belt for you. He jumps into the drivers seat & starts the car. For about 10 minutes of the journey it was silent. Justin didnt know whether it was his fault all of this happend and you didnt wanna speak, you just wanted to get home & wash because you felt so dirty. He turnt the radio on & That Should Be Me was playing. You froze & put your hands over your ears, crying and screaming at Justin to turn it off. He immediately turnt it off & put his hand on your leg. You flinched & pushed his hand away. "get off me" you snapped. Justin was heartbroken but he understood. "so were gunna go to the police & tell them everything ok" says Justin. "WHAT? NO. i need to go home and wash. look at me justin, fucking look at me" You start crying. Justin doesn't know what to do or say. He stops the car. He gets out & walks over to your side, opens the door & takes you in his arms. "i will never let anything happen to you ever again, you understand, i am so so sorry" You broke down in tears & squeezed him tight. He kissed your forehead & put you back in the passenger seat. On the way home, you felt okay enough to hold his hand. 
It's 2am & your mum didn't wait up for you. Justin quietly carries you up the stairs, you beg him to take you in the shower, so he carries you to the bathroom. You get in the shower, clothes on & everything. & just sit there. He waits in your bedroom for you. Finally you get out the shower & change, but u still feel dirty. He apologizes again. "Justin, this isn't your fault." He looks so guilty. "do you want anything, food .. drink.. ?" he asked. But you were to repulsed to eat. You were too scared, fear was constantly building up in your chest, even though you were at home. "Do u want me to stay" Justin asks. You take his arm, sit him on the bed & sit between his legs & lean back on him. He holds you tight & takes that as a yes. You sit in silence whilst justin holds you. He runs his fingers up & down parts of your arm that arent cut or bruised. "im here for you, you know that" he said. You didnt reply. Just gazing into space. You turnt the TV on on low volume. Justin was all over the news. You concentrated, so did he.. "Justin Bieber in England? No, biebs is in bahamas living it up with some drama of his own. the teen was seen tonight at teen club, club rush, swearing & panicking & shouting the name Ellie. Before anyone could understand the situation, JBiebs sped off in his car.. more on this story - later." He squeezed you tighter, & you squeezed back, You turnt the tv off. and turnt to lay on your side. So did Justin. You felt safe cos justin was bigger than you & you felt protected. He put his arm over you & intwined your fingers with his. "they say that hate has been sent, so let loose the talk of love.. " hes singing & you fall asleep. He runs his fingers through ur hair. Even though you can't hear him, he still talks to you. "your so beautiful ellie. if i ever lost you, id never forgive myself" he strokes your cheek & suddenly you awake, panicking & panting for breath. "it was just a dream" justin says while calming you down. You cry & move closer to justin. You lay your head on his chest & falling in and out of conciousness to the sound of his heartbeat.
You woke up to find Justin gone, you start to panick & that feeling of fear builds up in your chest. He walks out the bathroom, and sees the panick on your face. "dont worry, im here.. i only took a shower." you gave a half hearted smile & cuddled up to him. "so, i think we should tell your mum today ellie." You really didnt want to. you just wanted to move on & forget anything even happend. But you couldn't have the police turn up at your door & not explain why. You had this gloomy look on your face & a lump in your throat as you walked downstairs preparing to tell your mum. "Mom.. we need to talk" Your mum looks concerned. "theres no easy way for me to say this mom." And then you bam. u said it, the word raped made you want to vomit. Your mum immediately looked at Justin. "dont look at me i didnt do anything, i love her!" justin quickly said before your mum could say anything. You explained all the details to your mum, it was so hard having to relive the moment again. Justin had to leave the room because he couldnt take in what Ryan had done to you. Your mum cried & hugged you. "so if it wasnt for justin, you wouldnt be -" she couldnt finish off the sentence, she choked and thanked Justin who had re-entered the room. You looked up at him, he gave you that gorgeous reassuring smile that everything was gunna be fine. Your mum then got on the phone to the police.. Justin took you back upstairs. "well done Ells, you did good down there." he said whilst holding your face. He leaned in to kiss you, but out of instant reflex you pulled away. "im sorry, i just cant" you explained. Instead he blew you kiss & you pretended to catch it & put it on your own lips. This made him laugh & pick you up. he dropped you on the bed. "i'll wait forever for a kiss if i had to" he said looking at you. You just looked at him in amazement, why is he interested in me. you think to yourself. your mum interupts your thoughts by shouting up the stairs that the police would be here at 4pm. it was only 10:18am, so you had plenty of time before you had to prepare to re-live the moment. Unfortunately, 4pm comes around quicker then you thought it would. The police were in your kitchen, you were panicking. "what if ry- he- tells them a different story, what if they think im lying, justin then what?" Justin takes your hand, "im not gunna let him get away with this okay, you just need to be strong." You smiled & sat down. The next 2 hours were bad. real bad. You cried, cried & cried. Ryan had told them a different story, but Justin was there to back you up. They police got all the info & pictures of your injuries & left. You broke down crying. Your mum wanted to comfort you but you just kept screaming for Justin. "im here beautiful, shhh, im here" he said. His voiced soothed your pain. for the rest of the evening, you just sat cuddled up to him. Justins phone rang, it was scooter. I really should take this he said, you let him up & sat trying to listen in on the phonecall. "yes i know scooter, but im not leaving her. idgaf about the tour, she needs me" this made you smile grown from ear to ear, but you couldnt be the one stopping Justins career. He came back to sit down with you. "Justin, go on tour, i cant be the stopping you." Justin gave you a funny look. "well im not leaving you, why don't you come with me?" You looked over at your mum who was alreading shaking her head. "why cant i go mum" Your mum went to raise her voice but remembered Justin was there & instead just said "No." You went upstairs with Justin & told him your going with him. "but your mum said no" he questioned. idc, im not stopping ur career & im not letting you leave me...
i dont wanna get you into trouble Ells, your not coming with me. You didn't like that Justin was disgareeing with you. "You need your family & friends after everything thats happend" he said. You frowned & sat on the bed. "i dont see why your disagreeing, i thought you wern't gunna leave me?" you questioned. He looked down at the floor. "so you are?" you said all panicked. He hugged you, ive been thinkin ells & well.. you know i love you but i have to think about my fans too. i cant cancel 85 shows. "im not asking you to, i wanna come with you & if u loved me like you said you do.. i dont see what the problem is" you snapped. He sighed & went to the bathroom. You grabbed his phone to text scooter to see if it was okay for you to go. You unlock the keypad to find 14 text messages from Caitlin. You didnt know what to think, you got that heart sink feeling in your chest incase your about to read something you dont wanna see. You read one message from her : 'hey Justy, got the picture you sent last night ;) i cant wait to see you either.xxx' Tears start coming to your eyes. You quickly open another message : 'i miss you, it feels like half of me is missing. when you get back, i'll remind you how we do it a-town style like last time, but better. ;)' Your chest tightens, your hands start shaking & you drop the phone. Justin walks out the bathroom & sees his iphone on the floor & the expression on your face. He looks guilty, its silent for about a minute until he says "what exactly did you see on my phone" You look at him, in disbelief, Justin would never cheat on you, no. but what you just read changed everything. "enough of what i needed" You start crying. He runs over to you & tries to hug you. You scream at him and push him away. "Ellie please let me explain, its not what it looks likes" You turn away, still crying hard. "i thought u loved me, justin. i thought u fucking loved me." you screamed. "i do listen to me, just give a chance to explain. You sit down on your bed to hear his explanation. His voice is shaky, hes scared he might really lose you now. He explains that he did see caitlin the day before he came back to the bahamas & they kissed but that was all & now shes tryna frame Justin so that you'll break up with him so she could have him. There was a certain honesty in voice so you believed him because after all, hes not the only one with a crazy ex & he has stuck by you through everything. Hes relieved & goes to kiss you, this time u pulled away out of choice. "sure you dont wanna kiss caitlin" you said sarcastically. He pulled an ashamed face & sat at the end of your bed. "so about the tour" he said, "i dont think you come." You pulled a face, he hit your arm gently. "cmon, you know im right.. youve got school..family, fri-" you cut him off. "i dont care about them, i wanna be with you" and you gave a puppy dog face. He laughed, "i just don't think it's a good idea." you frown again. "well when do you go?" you whined. "next month" he said. You looked at the floor thinking about how your so not gunna cope without him. He lifted your chin up, "i'll be back before you know it" & smiled. 

The month past & it was the last day before Justin left for his my world tour. He said he was taking you out for a special day before he leaves. It was the first time you'd be out since the incident but you pushed that to the back of your mind. You got to the beach, Justin carried you across the sand & lay a massive blanket down for you both. he picked you up & went to put you down, but he tripped & landed on top of you. He looked into your eyes & kissed you. "you didnt pull away" he said proud of ur achievement. you smiled & he kissed you again. "ive missed those lips he said. "sure ur not missing caitlins" you said sarcastically. he ignored your comment & rolled over so you ended up on top this time. You kiss his lips, neck & go down to his chest. You look to see if anyone is around, the beach is deserted. Justin rolls back over so your back on the bottom, hes kissing you crazy on ur lips, neck & chest too. He looks at you. You can tell what hes thinking, he doesn't wanna cross the line but you nod to tell him your ready. He intertwines your fingers with his & you make love on the beach as the sun sets. 

"you never fail to amaze me" justin says as hes putting his clothes back on. You smile and say "so you thought u'd keep quiet at my house huh? you were louder then anything! you laugh. He laughs, "well i cant help you know how to please me" he said expecting a kiss. You lean in to give him one but instead put your hand infront of your mouth & push him to the ground. he laughs & pulls you down too.
You sit looking up at the sky, you wanna thank Justin for everything these past two months but you just can't form your words. You think its cute how he can get you nervous still. "Justin" you say touching his hand. "i'll always be here for you, you know that" he smiles at the fact you remembered what he said. You sit up & look at him directly into those gorgeous chocolate brown eyes. "im being serious, i love you." He's got this sad look on his face. "your making it so damn hard for me to leave Ells, stop it.." he nudges you & smiles. "but for the record, i love you too." he drew a heart on your hand with his finger. " You lay back down & cuddle up to him. You wanna stay here forever. You never thought you could feel this way about someone you haven't known for a long time. But theres just something about him, the way he looks at you when you think your not looking, his hugs make you feel safe & how he makes you laugh like no one else. You dont see him as the mega star anymore, you see him as just Justin. 

You play with his hair whilst lying on top of him. His phone vibrates. you only know this because you feel it. he checks it & goes to put it back in his pocket. "who was that" you ask. "oh just scooter" he replies. You grab the phone cos something about the tone of his voice told you he wasnt telling the truth. The text message is from Caitlin. Justin is looking at you and panicking. You read the text message & your heart sinks into your chest like it did the first time you read the texts from her. "why'd you say it was from scooter if it was from Caitlin?" you yell. "i didnt wanna ruin tonights mood. look read it, shes tryna get me back i swear Ellie." You didn't wanna read it. but you did anyway. it said 'yeah sure i'll pick u up from the airport no problem, love you, caity xxx' You threw his iphone in the sand & demanded he took you home. "aww cmon ells dont do this on my last night here." You looked at him in disgust. "your texting your ex girlfriend whilst im cuddled up with you!? you dont find that wierd at all? how would you like it if i was text ry-" you stopped. You realised what you were just about to say, you just sighed & walked to the car. Justin follows, "ok yeah its wierd i can understand but theres nothin going on." "im not a fool justin" He refuses to open the car doors so you go and sit back on the blanket. "i know your not a fool Ells but listen please" You clench your fist together due to anger that Justin lied to you. "just tell me the fucking truth justin thats all i ask for, just the fucking truth" He takes your hand, you pull away. "ok he says, yeah i had sex with Caitlin." You try not to show how much your hurting. "when" you demanded an answer. "when you were in hospital, i flew her out." he looked ashamed. You are fighting back tears as hard you can. "take me home now" you said through gritted teeth. You both walked to the car. 

The whole car journey home was silent. You kept thinking about the fact Justin flew Caitlin out to the bahamas to have sex with her, whilst you were in a hospital bed. the thought of it made you sick. He pulled up to your house, you got out & slammed the door behind you. He got out & followed you, "where the fuck do you think your going?" you shouted. He stopped, "so this is it? this is how we say goodbye?" You wanna say goodbye & kiss him but the anger floods over your body too quickly. "You did this you lying cheating bitch, not me!" You started crying. You tried to shove him but you just fell into his arms. You gently pushed him off you & go to open your door, "bye Ellie i'll miss you" Justin says, his voice all shaky. You turn back to face him, "no u wont, sonr fucking lie, u'll be busy with caitlin. He walks further up your path but you slam your door behind you & slide down it onto the floor crying.
its the next morning & your woken by your mum bringing in some breakfast in bed & a couple of new magazines. All of a sudden you feel sick & rush to the bathroom. You feel awful for the rest of the morning, but try do some things to take your mind off Justin. Your reading one of those magazines your mum got you when you turn the page & see Justin & a long brown haired girl. even though you really don't wanna read the article. The title reads : 'biebs spoiling a special lady friend' you knew straight away it was Caitlin. You continued to read the article even though anger was bubbling inside of you. It's only been one day & he's already up on Caitlin. You rip the magazine up & turn on the tv. He's on tv, with footage of him & Caitlin from the bahamas, frolickin on the beach. You feel your eyes start to well up & then you feel sick again & rush to the bathroom. 

The next few weeks are the same, you feel sick everyone morning & your missing school because your missing Justin. You pick up your phone, go to his number but press cancel everytime. You regret not saying goodbye properly but u just dont know how to feel. One half of you hates him for cheating & lying & the other misses him like crazy. 
Your mum comes into your room, i booked a doctor to come round hun, to find out why your being sick every morning. Just then, a thought quickly hit your mum & you at the same time. "NO WAY" you said. Your mum has her concerned face on. "were you careful, you know.. protected?" Your cheeks flushed red. this isnt a convo you wanted to have with your mum. You thought back to sex with justin on the beach & remembered he didnt wear a condom. "no" you said & then an even bigger wave of fear floods your body. "mom.. what about.. the incident, with ryan" Your mums eyes widened. "oh no" she said. You start to cry, you feel so stupid. The doctor came round for your appointment. She handed you a pregnancy test. You gulped. this shouldnt be happening to you. You did what you had to do & came out of the bathroom.. "well are u pregnant" shouted your mum impatiently. "results wont show for another few minutes" says the doctor. You feel so akward & alone. You run scenarios in your head, if u are pregnant, who is the father? how do you tell which ever one they have a child on the way? do i get rid of it? so many things running through your mind all at once. You just stare at your bedroom wall. The few minutes past & your impatient goes to pick up the test to see if your pregnant. "No, i wanna see it first" you demand. "remember pink cross means ur pregnant & blue lines means ur not." says the doctor. Your too scared to look and your hands are shaking. Finally you pick it up, but u close ur eyes shut tight. This is it, you say to yourself. Just open your eyes your can do this. You look & say nothing. no facial expressions or movement, for about a minute until your mum takes the test & looks herself. "its a pink cross" your mum says crying. You sink to the floor, wondering what this thing inside you has done to your life. Your drop your head into your palms & cry. Your mum asks how you are & all you keep saying is 'i dont know.' 

The next week is a stressful, slow blur. Your still refusing to talk to anyone or eat properly. You just lock yourself away in your room & cry. What makes it harder is that Justin isn't here to support you. You sink into slow depression & in a low moment, you go to the bathroom & slit your wrists with a razor. the pain is a relief. You cover up your gory cuts with sweatbands.

Your laying in bed watching 90210, when your mum knocks at the door. Ellie sweetie, theres someone here to see you. "if its jess then tell her come back tomorrow i dont wanna see anyone right now" You wait for your mum to respond. "no its not jess" says a voice that youve been dying to hear ever since he left. Justin walks over to you, & puts his hand on your stomach..
you push his hand off you. "dont touch me" and you glare at him. Hes gutted to see that your still pissed at him. You can't believe he thought he could leave & just come back thinking everything would be fine. You knew that your mum arranged this, although you wern't mad at her because if you didn't see him, You'd prolly be dead right now from depression. However, no matter how happy you are to see him.. nothing changes the fact that he lied to you. "this could be my baby you know" you looked at him & tried to imagine as a dad. You smiled at the thought but then your heart ached at the word 'could' you got that heart sink feeling again. He went to sit on your bed, you kicked him gesturing him to get off. So he sat on the floor. "you know.. you cant ignore me forever, your gunna need me." "doesnt change the fact that after what you did you just waltz in here like everything is fine. i dont even wanna look at you" you snapped. that was the biggest lie you ever told. of course you wanted to look at him, thats all you ever want to do because he just amazes you with his perfectness. He pulled a face but told you he wasn't leaving until this was sorted. "what about your tour" you asked. "ive come to realise just how important you are to m-" you cut him off. "yeah so important you lied & cheated" he ignored the comment and continued.. "..to me & if it means rescheduling shows then i'll do it. id do anything for you." You so badly wanted to just cuddle up to him, infact you were craving it so much, that you almost did but you snap out of it & just sit there. He looks at you, you can see the pain in his eyes. He picked up the magazine article you ripped in half & threw on the floor. He looked at it & then looked at you. He laughed. You got mad, why was he laughing? you clenched your fist. "biebs spoils new lady friend.. haha what are they writing these days! i didnt take her shopping. I went shopping & she was already at the mall" he explained. "when she saw me she came over said hi & left, thats it" You just curled up in your bed & pulled the covers over you. He realised you were ignoring him, but he carried on talking. You wern't ignoring him, infact you were hanging on to each word he was saying. "so i rescheduled 20 shows for now on the next month and a half, & if i have to reschedule more, then i will." He got up & came and sat on the bed with you. "You have no idea how much pain you put me through" you said quietly. He knows he was wrong because hes pulling that ashamed face again. You wanna stay mad but you really need him right now, you want him so much. You hold his hand, he's surprised but he immediately intertwines your fingers with his. He sits you so your right infront of him. Lifts up your chin with his free hand & holds yours & his locked hands up in front of you. "you see this" he says looking at your hands together in front of you.. "this is forever" You have missed him so much & at this point can't control yourself anymore. You put your hands around his neck & kiss him like youve never kissed before. He smiles mid-kiss which makes you smile. "promise me now justin that you will NEVER hurt me like that again." He looks at you, moves the hair from face & strokes your cheek. "i promise" he wispers in your ear as he puts his arms around you. It felt so good to be back in his arms, to feel his soft skin against yours again. "why have u got this on? you never wear sweatbands ells" & before you could say anything, he pulled it off. He stops & loses his breath at what he sees. "i did that, this is my fault" he stuttered after seeing your cut up wrist. You dont say anything. He kissed your forehead & holds you tighter. He took a deep breath.. "you know no matter what happens with.. you know.. i will always be by your side Ells." You took a deep breath too. "even if its not y-" you couldnt finish the sentence, you were too choked up. "yeah" he looked at your hand locked with his again & holds them up as a reminder of what he said. You had a lump on your throat, because even if it was Justins, you were gunna ruin his career. He's only 16, you can't do that to him you think to yourself. "im not keeping it if its.. you know.. his." you said. Justin gave u a kiss "fine by me. but .. what if it is mine..?" You look at him. "well.. idk." you say, he looks at the floor. You know he won't be able to handle a kid & his job at the same time, you keeping thinking about Justin & forget about yourself if you'd be able to handle it & cope. "i dont know, what to do you" you say breaking the silence. "well we dont have to decide just yet anyway" he said kissing your head. 

Your mum had set up the DNA sample meetings so that you could find out who the daddy is of this thing inside you. Thats all you thought of it, just some thing because at the moment you just dont want it. Justin had to give a strand of his hair & cotton swab from his mouth. The way he didnt wanna give a strand of his hair, you'd think he was a girl. You laughed. He saw you laughing & threw a coushion at you. "The results will be posted in 3 weeks mam" the police officer said to your mum & then they left. so you threw the cushion back at Justin. He got all the cushions and piled them on top of you & jumped on top. "what do you wanna do today then" he asked whilst squashing you. "i'll let you know when i can breath" you said. he laughed & got off. You went to the beach & spent the day in the water & just fooling around with Justin.

A week had passed. It seemed to have gone slow. You were sat watching tv with Justin, when the phone rang. Your mum answered & u listened in. "Yeah sure, we'll be there in 20 minutes." your mum said to the person on the phone. She looked and said it was the police on the phone & they wanted you down the station. You thought to yourself, it couldnt be the test results because they said they'd post them. "im coming with you" said Justin. You were nervous because u didnt know what was going on. But you went anyway. When you got there a lady took you into a room, just you and her. She wanted to video record your evidence of what happend that night at club rush, instead of you having to be in the same room as Ryan when the trial happend. You felt relieved & giving the evidence was hard, but so much easier then the other times you spoke about it. When you were finished you walked out the room & glanced to your left, through double doors you saw Ryan coming out of a room. You panicked & froze on the spot. He saw you through the glass panes & sprinted down the corridor. The woman with him wasn't expecting it. As he smashed open the double doors. The handle of the doors stabbed into your stomach & the impact knocked you to the floor. You almost blacked out from the amount of pain you were in. You could hear Ryan shouting & screaming at you calling you a liar. Next thing you know Justins at your side in an Ambulance, you drift in and out of conciousness & scream at the sharp pains in your stomach. "its gunna be okay" says Justin holding your hand. & then you black out for good. The machine in the ambulance beeps and flatlines, Justin screams.
He's panicking & shaking. The medic gets out the electric shock pads. "1.. 2..3" he says and pushes them on your chest, your body pops up but then goes back down from shock. "1..2..3" he says again & pushed the pad on your chest again, the same thing happens but nothing changes. Justin is crying at the paramedic & shouting. "DO SOMETHING! PLEASE" he feels so helpless just sat there whilst your about to die. "cmon, god please dont let this happen" he wispers. at that second the machine starts bleeping again, "we got a pulse" says the paramedic. Justin holds your hand all the way to the operating room but is forced to wait outside. 

You can feel Justins hand in yours, he's at the side of the bed talking to your mum, you can hear but you just can't see. He's explaining that you flatlined in the ambulance & how your doing & what the doctors have said. After a couple hours your mum goes to get some food & a drink & asks justin if he wants to go with her. "no thanks, i dont wanna leave her. i wanna be here if she wakes up" he replied. Aw, you thought to yourself. It was silent for a while & you wondered what Justin was doing. He leaned on the bed & put his head in his arms & sighed. Next thing you know someone else is in the room. "justin" a girl says. He jerks up quickly. "omg baby are you okay, i heard you was in hospital." she says. You concentrate on what you can hear. "Caitlin SHHH, just leave" he says impatiently. "i just wanted to make sure u were okay" You can't believe Caitlin is here. You try screaming at Justin but nothing comes out your mouth. "well im fine now get the fuck out of here incase she wakes up" Justin said through gritted teeth. Your were real mad now, it sounded like he had something to hide. "but baby" she whined. The room goes silent & you hear kissing. You wanna cry but you cant. "WTF are u doing get off me you stupid bitch" Justin yells. Caitlin just laughs & says "ok, see you later though" & winks. Justin rushes back to your bedside. He takes your hand again, & you squeeze it hard so it hurt him. "OUCH" he said freaked out. "can you hear me ellie" he asked. You squeezed harder then the first time. "OKKK fucking hell, can u squeeze a bit gentler please jeez" he laughed. "so.. im guessing you just heard everything. You think to yourself "yeah i fucking did hear everything" but you hear your voice saying it instead. You open your eyes & realise you can speak. "wtf was she doing here.. do u know what dont even answer that, just get the fuck out." you say angrily. But justin doesnt move. It's silent for an hour until the doctor comes in. 'you made a speedy recovery Ellie' he smiled. 'but im afraid i have some bad news' You gulp & knew exactly what was coming, so when the doctor told you u lost the baby, it wasnt a shock. "but ur free to go home & rest" he said. 

The car journey home was silent. you sat in the back with Justin. He reached over for your hand but you pulled away & just stared out the window. Your stomach still hurts & is massively bruised so when you get home Justin picks you up, takes you upstairs & lays you on the bed. "you can leave now" you say to him. "what do u mean" he said all sad faced. "well what else does you can leave now mean? it means get lost" you snapped. Instead of leaving, he just watched some tv downstairs. You sit on your bed looking up at the ceiling. In a wierd way, your glad you have no thing inside you, it means if it was ryans.. you dont have to deal with what to do because its gone now anyway. But when you think it could've been Justin's your abit upset. he would of been a great dad, & the thought of having a mini Justin running around your house made me you smile & laugh to yourself. But then again, you were glad because now your not ruining Justins life. Your thoughts wander back to a mini justin & you start laughing again, wondering if he would of been so touchy about his hair like his dad. Justin walks in & sees you laughing to yourself, "what u laughing at" he asked. You forget about being mad because you dont wanna fight anymore, youve had enough drama to last you a lifetime. You explain about mini Justin. He laughs. "im not touchy about my hair!" You raise an eyebrow. "okay sure your not" you say sarcastically. You lean in to kiss him but ruffle his hair instead & straight away he jumps up & walks over to the mirror to sort it out. You laugh & he admits he is a little touchy. In a calm tone you ask Justin what Caitlin was doing at the hospital. "i dont even know she just came in and started kissing me." .. You frowned but let it go.

Another week passed and papparazzi started showing up at your house. The paps must of found out where Justin spends all his time now considering hes not touring. You close the curtains. "ergh there so pointless" you growl. "i take it you told the world about me & you" you say to Justin. "well not exactly, my fans are pretty crazy, i dont want you getting hurt" You laugh. "so when the paps get a picture of you leaving, what are u gunna tell them" you question. Justin doesn't have an answer. You hear the mail coming through the letterbox. You pick it up & flick through it. "mums bills, mums bills, mums bills" and then you stop and stare at a letter. It's addressed to you. You know what is but you dont wanna open it. "do u want me to open it for you?" Justin asks. You nodded. Even though the baby was gone this was still nerve wracking. Justin opened it & stared at it for a couple minutes. "ergh the baby was his wasnt it, it was that evil nasty twi-" justin cuts you off. "it was mine" he says quietly. He puts hand over his mouth & sits on the couch.
"i could of been a dad" he says in disbelief. You give a half hearted smile because you don't know what else to do. "i could of been a dad" he repeats. You felt akward, like it was all your fault that he isn't a dad. You sit on the couch next to him. You didn't know how to comfort him because you weren't sure what he was feeling right now. "are you upset with me" you awkwardly asked. He looks at you confused but then realizes why you asked. "it's not your fault Ells. don't blame yourself" he assures you & pulls you into his lap. "i mean sure, it just hit me that we could of had a mini me or a mini beautiful you to take care of but.. its okay. wanna know why?" he says whilst whilst running his fingers up & down your arm. it tickles but you like it. "why" He leans forwards & whispers in your ear "because we got the rest of our lives to make mini me's & you's" Then he nibbles your ear. You smile & laugh because the nibbling tickles too. You threaten him to stop or you'll mess up his hair & he stops right away. You laugh again.

The paps dont know Justin is in your house but they are outside snooping around anyway cos they know this was the last place he was seen. You look out the curtain, theres about 10-15 people with cameras there, some have fold up chairs their sitting on just waiting to get some pics. "theres no food left in the house, come shopping with me sexaaay" you say to Justin. But he's watching tv & ignores you. (but not by purpose, hes just too caught up in what hes watching) So instead you go and ask your mum. She's cool about giving you all the space you need with Justin so shes happy that you asked her, since it's the first time you spent time together since the incident. "Ready to go then?" she says. You get your bag & keys & justin asks where your going. "i already told you, were going food shopping" you replied. "oi wait! come here.." shouted Justin. You wonder what he wanted. " just come here, its important, infact its crucial, its like life or death here Ellie so just come here" justin shouted. You walked quickly into the lounge to where Justin was sitting. He had this look on his face. "will you get me some sour patch kids please" he said laughing. You punched him playfully & went to walk away but he grabbed your arm and pulled you into his lap. He kissed you & your mum cleared her throat. "can you please stop your kissing session, we need to go shopping." your mum said impatiently but in a jokey way. "how long you gunna be gone for" Justin asks. "we need to go food shopping & then to my sisters house to pick up something, so like 2-3 hours.. wanna come with us?" your mum asks. Justin puts his feet up & says "no thanks i cant be arsed to move" Your mum kicks his feet off the table & walks out the door. You kiss him goodbye. In a way, your nervous to be going places without him but you want him to relax so you leave the house. When you step out the cameras flash in your face & people are shouting asking what your name is. You ignore them & get in the car with your mum.

You finished shopping, and you had been to your auntys so your mum could get what she wanted & now you were on your way home. You felt like you achieved something today because you didn't panick once when Justin wasn't with you. You remembered Justin at home, you were happy he's the one relaxing now & the one being taken care of. It was the 9month anniversary of the day you & justin hit it off at the hospital tomorrow & you bought him a little something whilst your mum was in the food store. It was underwear, light & dark purple & lacey. Ok maybe it was for you, but you knew Justin would like it. You got him his sour patch kids like he asked & laughed remembering the moment he asked u to get them. It had only been a couple of hours but you were missing him like crazy. It really was like half of you was missing.
You text him 'i got a little something for you. ;)' but there was no reply. He prolly fell asleep you thought to yourself. As you pulled up to the house, the papparazzi went crazy like wild animals. Your mum dropped you off because she went straight to work. The paps helped you carry all the the bags to the door & they asked for a picture of you & justin. "who is justin" you ask playing dumb & lying & they all walk away. 

You step inside the house, walk into the living room expecting to find Justin. But hes not in there, you see his phone on the couch, pick it up & see the unread message from you. Weird, you think to yourself, because he usually keeps his phone with him at all times. You put the bags in the kitchen & as you walk out the kitchen something catches your eye at the bottom of the stairs. It's a blue & white stripy one shouldered top, & its definitely not yours..
You pick it up & are confused but then you get that heart sink feeling & your chest tightens. You know exactly whats going on up there & you know if you go up there; what you see is gunna rip your heart into a million tiny peices. You argue in your head for a minute or so.. Maybe, it's your mums new top or something. You try & convince yourself Justin wouldn't do this to you again, because he promised. Your mind flashes back to the moment on your bed with justin, your hand in his.. "this is forever" justin said. You hear his angellike voice saying it in your mind. Each second that passes your heart dies a bit more. You finally make your way up the stairs. You see Justin's Kr3w top he was wearing before you left scrunched on the floor. You can hear him moaning & making noises like he did when you had sex on the beach. You felt yourself go numb. You tip toe further to find a pair of skinny jeans. You kick them out the way. Your shaking as you reach the top of stairs. You reach for the door handle, but your too scared to open it. Again for a minute or so, you argue in your head whether your ready to see this or not. Hes laughing that adorable unforgettable laugh. Your not ready to see it. You wanna just be able to just barge in there, kill the girl for being such a whore & kill justin for what hes done to you, but u dont have the guts to do it. you back away & make your way back downstairs picking up Justins Kr3w top as you pass. 

You sit cross legged on the couch with Justins top in your hands. You smell it, D&G cologne.. your favourite smell. You can hear Justin & who ever was upstairs with him fooling around.. she was giggling & shouting at him to stop tickling her. You tried to block it out but you just couldn't & cried into his top. You have no idea why your sat downstairs, you should of left the house. But you wanted to justin to make sure he sees you. You wanted to make sure he saw the hurt in your eyes. You wanted him to feel the pain you feel & suffer like you are. Everytime you got the courage to go upstairs, you'd get to the bottom of the staircase & sit back down. The thought of him & another girl in your bed made you want to be sick, but all you did was cry harder. You pick up Justins phone & go to his 'call list' but its empty, he must of deleted it. You then checked his texts they were all gone except the one you had sent him earlier, but you deleted that one too. You chucked his phone on a chair on the other side of the room. You can hear Justin still moaning & its breaking the remains of your heart. You know that this is it- the end of the relationship. Your remember him wispering in your ear 'we have our whole lives to make mini me's & you's' it echos in your mind. Life without Justin isn't worth living, he was the one. The one you gave all your love & trust to, the one you would die for, the one who makes you smile at the sound of his name & now he was destroying everything you had together. You hate yourself for giving him the power to do this to you. The past nine months were hell, but Justin turnt it into heaven, he was the reason you continued to live. His prescence lifted your mood, his touch made you feel special & when you were together ..you felt invincible, like you could do anything. Even now you missed him, though you could hear him with another girl.. even though hes touching her & shes got his hands all on him.. even though it felt like you were dying inside because of him.. you craved his touch.

Everything in the house went silent & you heard Justin shout "shit whats the time" You knew they were about to come downstairs but you stayed cross legged on the couch exactly where you were. They got up out of bed, still laughing, and made there way downstairs. "hey i could of sworn you ripped my top off here" he said smiling & kissing the girl. "maybe its in the l