"To have it halfway is harder
than not having it at all."

Someday you're going to meet someone
who drives you mad, who you're going to fight
with and laugh with. Someone who you'll do
insane things for. Someone who is going to
turn your life upside down.

I want a reaction, I want you
to do something about this.
I'm tired of wondering if you
feel the same way. I just wish
I could tell you how I feel,
to either set the ball in motion,
or end it all right here.

Story of my life:
I want him & he wants her.


"I always tell the girls, never take it seriously, if ya never take it seriosuly, ya never get hurt, ya never get hurt, ya always have fun, and if you ever get lonely, just go to the record store and visit your friends."

Competition is what keeps me going.
I thrive on the knowledge that if I`m not
going to give my all to win 1st place &
prove myself to be the best..someone else
is more than willing to do so for me

I don't want to notice the small things anymore; they just get in my way. Like the way your mouth curls when you're happy, or the way you place your hands on her hips, because to me, you're worth more than this.

i'm weird with relationships.
i think i know what i want, but then i run.
i think i run because i'm scared
that i might get hurt,
or maybe i just haven't found someone
that i think is worth getting hurt for.
-dandy quotes

I bet you didn't know that
i'm terrified of the dark
and every time i think of you, i smile.
i bet you don't know that
i hate thunder storms
but love dancing in the rain-->
or how much i love
laughing with my friends
and how much i
truly enjoy being happy.
i bet you don't know how
many tears i've cried
just for you,
or how much i doubt myself every day.
i bet you don't know how ticklish i am..
or how i can't make decisions,
and how it drives me crazy
when you look into my eyes.
i bet you didn't know
that i would do anything to be with you,
but mostly, i bet you don't know
how much i love you.
-dandy quotes


When it`s real, you won`t quit.



we spent most of our time talking about nothing,
but I just want to let you know that all of these nothings
have meant so much more to me than so many something’s.

I wanted to tell him that I`ll never be sorry for loving him. That, in a way, I still do, that maybe I always will. I`ll never regret a single thing we did together cause what we had was special. Maybe if we were 10 years older it would have worked out differently. Maybe, I think, it`s just that I`m not ready for forever.




You don't get to come back and pretend like everything's fine and that you have no idea. You know I'm angry and you know exactly why. So you can wipe that clueless look off your face. You picked her over me, whether you meant to or not. Don't give me that look, it's not going to work this time. So just leave, please, just leave me alone. Leave before I stop being angry and it just starts to hurt.


he's the reason i'm messed up.
the reason i can't be with someone else.
no matter how hard i try or how bad i want to,
i'm scared. i'm not scared of getting hurt.
i'm scared to hurting someone else, because i
could never love anyone the way i loved him.


[peace and love]


It has nothing to do with me. It's about you. And it is always about you: what you need and what you want. You know, it seems you only want me when you can't have me. You like the chase, and that's all. And you know what? You can have it.