You know whats a lie? "It gets better" thats bullshit! I am so tired of being called names, being called a "freak" and oh that girls "weird" or oh thats girl is ugly, shes manly. Im tired of everything. My sister moved out today because of me, I lost the job today. If you KNEW what shit I go through or how my life is, you wouldnt want to live. I am being honesty it should have been ME not JAMEY he was a beautiful person. I am not, I am not worth anything. I never was worth shit. Im so sick and fucking tired of being hurt and being ignored. I live with so much pain in my heart and mind. I dont want to do it anymore. I tried to get through it but I CANT. No one gives a fuck about me, all I do is get doubted. I fail at EVERYTHING. Can you imagine what it feels like to be called CUNT, BITCH, STUPID all the time? Being told GO TO HELL is a common one. I seriously have nothing in my life. Im so tired of being a piece of shit.