ZAYN MALIK FANFIC

THE HELP

PART 27

ZAYNS POV

1 month later.

It was mid February and you could I say I had let go. I knew there was no chance of us getting back together so I accepted it and moved on. I was devastated when we broke up. It's not even as if we ended on good terms. Every where I go I see her, and I get this little pain in my chest, reminding me of her. I really loved her, hell, I still do. I don't think anything could make me move on completely.

When I found out she was seeing someone new, I was angry that she had been able to move on, sad that she had someone else to love yet happy for her. She deserved someone who could always be there when she needed him, and not have to rush of for work all the time. I haven't even made any effort to talk to her, maybe I should have. We could have at least been friends. It's not just the loving her that I miss, but the time I spend with her. The laughs, the jokes, the cries, the smiles, everything. I'm not even 100%sure why we broke up. It all happened so quickly. One thing I do know though, is that she's still the one(don't even go there).


Skylars POV

When I returned to LA, I did meet up for dinner with Danni and things have been going up hill ever since. I was having some luck with love. The media had said that I'd barely been single. But it was 3 months, though I do fear being called a slut or whore.

My ankle is still in a cast, a bright pink one might I add, and I have checkups every 2 weeks for at least another month. It sucks.

I slowly stepped out of my bed and struggled into my crutches. Danni was on business in Canada, so it was just me in my house. I was really lonely, so I opened my laptop and decided to go onto twitter.

@Skylar_Jones when I need you, you're gone.

@skylar_jones Someone come round and help me out of bed. I'm physically stuck.

@looks like I'm having a bed day today then, and tomorrow.:( grr

When I heard my door unlocking, I knew it could only be Ariana.
"ARI COME HELP ME!" I yelled.
"I'm coming!" She replied and rushed in to help me.
I sat up and she passed me my crutches.
"What are we going to do with you miss Jones?" She laughed.
"I don't know.." I whined, "chop my leg off?"
"No way! Literally you can't go shopping or anything!"
"Well I can but I have to go slowly.." I said.
"And you probably don't feel up to it?" She smiled apologetically.
"Well I do it's just I have a doctors appointment at 3pm, so I have to be back early. And it's twelve now,"
"We could go get some lunch if you want and I'll come doctors with you," she said.
"Okay thanks Ari," I smiled and got up, and putting the cover on my ankle so I could have a shower.
"Just give me 30 mins," I said and went in the shower.
When I was out I just gave my hair a whizz on the dryer so it was wavy and applied some light makeup. I got dressed into a white dress.

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Me and Ari went to a small cafe that does baguettes and stuff. We are regulars and the owner knows us. It's great, and the food is amazing!
"So, how is Danni?" She asked.
"Fine," I said.
"He was fine yesterday when I asked,"
"Well he isn't ill so he's fine! He's in Canada modelling right now," I said.
"Oh. I know what you think," she said.
"Huh? What do you mean?"
"He's no Zayn, and you don't love him," she said bravely.
"You're right, he is no Zayn. He's Danni. And I don't love him. I've known him less than a month," I said.
"Yeah but tell me. When you'd been with Zayn for a month, you knew he was someone you wanted to stay with for a while. Danni isn't that person," she said.
"I just- Please can we not talk about Zayn. I'm over him. I just don't know Danni that well yet, neither do you," I said.
She shrugged her shoulders and continued with her sandwich.

After our lunch, she took me to the doctors where I had my cast replaced, into a bright pink one, and got a new pair of crutches seeing as the others kept making me slip. He told me that I had about another 2 weeks at least. That didn't seem like too long though.

Then, she dropped me off at the studio where I wanted to record a new song I wrote acoustically. Just me and my guitar on the track. Not necessarily for people to hear, but I wanted to put it together. When I had nothing to do, one of the people taught me how to successfully record it and finish it off, so I would be able to do it all by myself.
I got into the booth and locked the door so no one could come in. I slipped into the booth and set the headphones on my ear. With my guitar in hand, I began strumming the notes Id been rehearsing over the past few weeks.

When I had done all of the guitar track, I made the backing track to play when I sang. The song is all about moving on. Yeah. It's personal. In more ways than one though. It's about not dwelling in the past and looking to the future. I guess you could say it relates to Zayn, but it also relates to my mum. The fans and media will immediately assume it's about Zayn, but I know that there's more meaning to it and that's all that matters.

I sang the track and when I was done, spent about an hour making it perfect. And it was. I lost track of time, it was 6:23pm. However, that's pretty quick. I loved the song, and put it onto a CD to take home.

I shut down the room and left.
All of a sudden, I felt myself land straight on the floor in a puddle of water. My crutches slid along the corridor, and I tried to stand up. It wasn't working, I just kept falling again. My ankle was in agony. I yelped in pain.
"Hey- hey, I got you, don't worry," someone said, and looked up into the mesmerising eyes of Zayn. Nonononononononononono. This was not happening.
"Um- Thanks," I said as he grabbed my hands to pull me up. When our hands touched, it was as if they had never been apart.
When I was standing, he handed me my crutches and walked off.
Ouch.
But what did I expect. We broke up, and there was nothing I could do about it. I was lucky to have him help me, most people wouldn't. For a moment there, I saw the Zayn that I loved, the caring, sweet one. But then he just walked off.

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