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movingg onn♥
ive learnedd that nothingg in life is easy or guaranteed, and nothing ever comes out the way i want them to. No one's perfect in life and everyone makes mistakes. I've been hurt because of other people's mistakes and I've let that get to me. no one decides who they want or who to love. life's a challenge andd your always going to have to fight for something. you might win or lose, but what does it matter if its what you want.?
you actually left & you have no ideaa how much it hurt me. You were the least person i expected to walk out of my life without an explanation. i depended so much on you, that when you left i felt like i had nothing to hold on to. i felt like you ruined my worldd & der was no point in goingg on. you were a big impac in my life & you changedd mii in so many wayys.
...its actually funny how the key to my past is back to my present. andd its a little like how it used to be. his back in my life andd you...you neverr even existedd. everydayy it gets easierr for me. i guess because ive finally gotten in my headd that your not going to be in my life anymore, that there isnt going to be a reason for me&you to be together again. i do missyou, i do miss how things usedd to be. but ive decidedd to treasure those memories(:
the last time we talked, you told me that if you everr crossed my mindd, to stop & tell myself that its not worth it, that you weren't worth it. believe me, ive triedd, but i forgot to ask you...what about if i think its worth it.? what about if that's the only wayy i feel you close.? But i know those questions will never be answeredd.
ive learnedd to keep my head up high, ive learned to put you aside, andd look everythingg that's negative aroundd mii in a positive wayy, just like you taught me(:
...in otherr wordss...im finally movingg on, babe!(: ive actually finally foundd the strength to live without you. im doingg what you wantedd me to do(: you saidd dat there was someone for me. && well...there actually might be. He isn't you, his totally different than you in so many wayys. Little by little his breakingg that wall i buildd. im nit ready, tho. i doubt ill be ready any time soon. but if his tryingg there must be a reason why, rightt...?His more than amazingg & we get along just greatt. his a little like mii, maybe dats why we understandd each oderr.
i don't knw what the future holds in store for mii & i dnt knw if he'll be in my future. idk if you'll everr come bak. all i knw is that im preparingg myself for anythingg dats comingg up & im pretty excitedd!(:
things happen for a reason. & there's a reason why you were with me one dayy & gone the next.
all i can sayy is that i wish you da best. you might seem like a strangerr right now. but deep down, i knw who you were....you were my 1st true love & that ill neverr forget.
tell me what youu think about it;I'd like to know your opinion(:
ive learnedd that nothingg in life is easy or guaranteed, and nothing ever comes out the way i want them to. No one's perfect in life and everyone makes mistakes. I've been hurt because of other people's mistakes and I've let that get to me. no one decides who they want or who to love. life's a challenge andd your always going to have to fight for something. you might win or lose, but what does it matter if its what you want.?
you actually left & you have no ideaa how much it hurt me. You were the least person i expected to walk out of my life without an explanation. i depended so much on you, that when you left i felt like i had nothing to hold on to. i felt like you ruined my worldd & der was no point in goingg on. you were a big impac in my life & you changedd mii in so many wayys.
...its actually funny how the key to my past is back to my present. andd its a little like how it used to be. his back in my life andd you...you neverr even existedd. everydayy it gets easierr for me. i guess because ive finally gotten in my headd that your not going to be in my life anymore, that there isnt going to be a reason for me&you to be together again. i do missyou, i do miss how things usedd to be. but ive decidedd to treasure those memories(:
the last time we talked, you told me that if you everr crossed my mindd, to stop & tell myself that its not worth it, that you weren't worth it. believe me, ive triedd, but i forgot to ask you...what about if i think its worth it.? what about if that's the only wayy i feel you close.? But i know those questions will never be answeredd.
ive learnedd to keep my head up high, ive learned to put you aside, andd look everythingg that's negative aroundd mii in a positive wayy, just like you taught me(:
...in otherr wordss...im finally movingg on, babe!(: ive actually finally foundd the strength to live without you. im doingg what you wantedd me to do(: you saidd dat there was someone for me. && well...there actually might be. He isn't you, his totally different than you in so many wayys. Little by little his breakingg that wall i buildd. im nit ready, tho. i doubt ill be ready any time soon. but if his tryingg there must be a reason why, rightt...?His more than amazingg & we get along just greatt. his a little like mii, maybe dats why we understandd each oderr.
i don't knw what the future holds in store for mii & i dnt knw if he'll be in my future. idk if you'll everr come bak. all i knw is that im preparingg myself for anythingg dats comingg up & im pretty excitedd!(:
things happen for a reason. & there's a reason why you were with me one dayy & gone the next.
all i can sayy is that i wish you da best. you might seem like a strangerr right now. but deep down, i knw who you were....you were my 1st true love & that ill neverr forget.
tell me what youu think about it;I'd like to know your opinion(: