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@simonpegg
Well should I be writing this here??? Maybe its just to get it off my chest !
What a weekend, for over two years we have tried for a baby, had one miscarriage last year. Two months ago went to the docs and was told it was a one off, and that we could not have kids, told that we would have to use IVF!! Fucking great, like I can afford that ! Told they would try and help us and to go back in a few months.
Bout 6 weeks ago, I was working in the kitchen(we run a pub) and my partner came in crying and hysterical, what did she have !? A positive prego test!! We were having a BABY!! A miralcle, not a month before we were told nah nah !! Your a jaffa my old mate !!
So you can understand we were both made up, and so we went our gp, he said we were bout 5 weeks gone ! Amazing ! We were goin to have a sprog !
Be honest all I've ever wanted was a kid, my younger life was shit and I wanted to prove it didn't have to be that way for my own kid !
So there we were, kid on the way and so exicited! Thing is I know you have to wait till 3 months before telling people, but we were so excited we let slip to a few people and then they let slip and I think that basically the whole fucking pub knows !
Were goin on holiday on the 29 of September, Mexico !! She was panicking that we couldn't go cos she would be 12 weeks then and wouldn't be able to fly ????
Since we found out she has been bleeding on and off, and we have had numerous trips to the ozzy, and had scans, they told us last week the baby was growing and to come back on Monday (Yesterday) for another scan, and we would find out if she could fly.
Sunday watching a copy of Karate Kid, knock off of course, we were snuggled on the couch, she starts getting cramps!
Hour later she shouts from the toilet. I go in ...
We didn't know what it was at first, maybe we were just kidding ourselves, but we went straight to the ozzy.
2 Hours for a doctor they said, so we sat fearing the worst, neither of us said a word. 2hours later, the star and a closer mag read, a nurse comes in takes her pulse and blood pressure, and tells us the early pregnancy unit is closed weekends, it may just of been pary of the womb? and not to worry, come back for our appointment the next day!(yesterday)
Thanks a fucking lot I thought, lot of fucking good that is, we didn't speak much that night, just pretended that it would be ok.
Went the ozzy yesterday first thing, It funny how your brain plays tricks on you, I knew she had lost the baby, yet I was convinced the scan would show it still there!
We went into the room, after another wait, and I watched in horror the screen.
Nothing.
"Sorry you pregnancy is gone."
Thanks for that.
She cried, I cried in the toilet! (dead hard me)
Another quiet journey home.
Sept 5th 2010 8 weeks gone.
Ah well shit happens, horrible though when in your head you make plans, have a life made out! I even started the gym again! (good role model and that)
Anyway guess she can fly now! Have to make babies in Mexico!!
Thanks for reading.
Mark ( nearly a Dad )
@simonpegg
Well should I be writing this here??? Maybe its just to get it off my chest !
What a weekend, for over two years we have tried for a baby, had one miscarriage last year. Two months ago went to the docs and was told it was a one off, and that we could not have kids, told that we would have to use IVF!! Fucking great, like I can afford that ! Told they would try and help us and to go back in a few months.
Bout 6 weeks ago, I was working in the kitchen(we run a pub) and my partner came in crying and hysterical, what did she have !? A positive prego test!! We were having a BABY!! A miralcle, not a month before we were told nah nah !! Your a jaffa my old mate !!
So you can understand we were both made up, and so we went our gp, he said we were bout 5 weeks gone ! Amazing ! We were goin to have a sprog !
Be honest all I've ever wanted was a kid, my younger life was shit and I wanted to prove it didn't have to be that way for my own kid !
So there we were, kid on the way and so exicited! Thing is I know you have to wait till 3 months before telling people, but we were so excited we let slip to a few people and then they let slip and I think that basically the whole fucking pub knows !
Were goin on holiday on the 29 of September, Mexico !! She was panicking that we couldn't go cos she would be 12 weeks then and wouldn't be able to fly ????
Since we found out she has been bleeding on and off, and we have had numerous trips to the ozzy, and had scans, they told us last week the baby was growing and to come back on Monday (Yesterday) for another scan, and we would find out if she could fly.
Sunday watching a copy of Karate Kid, knock off of course, we were snuggled on the couch, she starts getting cramps!
Hour later she shouts from the toilet. I go in ...
We didn't know what it was at first, maybe we were just kidding ourselves, but we went straight to the ozzy.
2 Hours for a doctor they said, so we sat fearing the worst, neither of us said a word. 2hours later, the star and a closer mag read, a nurse comes in takes her pulse and blood pressure, and tells us the early pregnancy unit is closed weekends, it may just of been pary of the womb? and not to worry, come back for our appointment the next day!(yesterday)
Thanks a fucking lot I thought, lot of fucking good that is, we didn't speak much that night, just pretended that it would be ok.
Went the ozzy yesterday first thing, It funny how your brain plays tricks on you, I knew she had lost the baby, yet I was convinced the scan would show it still there!
We went into the room, after another wait, and I watched in horror the screen.
Nothing.
"Sorry you pregnancy is gone."
Thanks for that.
She cried, I cried in the toilet! (dead hard me)
Another quiet journey home.
Sept 5th 2010 8 weeks gone.
Ah well shit happens, horrible though when in your head you make plans, have a life made out! I even started the gym again! (good role model and that)
Anyway guess she can fly now! Have to make babies in Mexico!!
Thanks for reading.
Mark ( nearly a Dad )