what if everything unfolded differently? would it have been the same or different right now? what if he desires to come back, but not to where he once belonged? would people still view him the same or would they judge against him? why must everything turn out this way? no one wished for this, right? and like every girl out there, i'm breaking into pieces every single time a new thing unravels. never in my life have i ever thought that i'd feel this strong about a group i idolized. even the other group's controversy didn't affect me this much...sigh. life is so unfair, but then again, no one ever said that life was, indeed, fair.