You are 18 when I wrote this I know how hard it is right now for you to live your life because you are to focused on the others that make your life but it's time we had this talk and it's time for you to say goodbye to Cesar Your time has come it's time for you to say goodbye not to your life but say goodbye to Cesar. You were once such a happy person in life but now you cannot sleep you cannot eat because of those moments those dark memories of seeing the last ones in your life in pain and turns out you are suffering more than they are because of how much fear you have towards losing the last people you have in your life
You have done all that your heart can take you have gave all the love your veins can pump and you gave them your soul strength in one single rosary which was not meant enough. The voices that you have been hearing, the dreams you have been dreaming, the light you have been seeing is now your rude awakening Cesar you need to say goodbye not to anyone of them but to Yourself
Cesar it pains me to tell you this but your time has come to say goodbye to who you are the hard sickening truth is you have to love one person, YOU, yourself people aren't a lifetime but you are the only one that , is people change for the happiness or the pain and you have taken a plummel of blows to your head and your heart and now it has finally caught up to you, you cannot dig yourself out of this abyss you have fallen into you can only look above to see what is the solution to forgive yourself and forget about the pain, please Cesar now that you have seen what your young life has taught you, it's time for you to say goodbye to Cesar and love yourself ️