"If the murderer has you tied up and if he asks you for any last words, the two words that come out of your mouth better not be, 'fuck' and 'you' because bitch if you say 'fuck' and 'you' then that hoe is gonna kill you. Whatchu say is, I give good head, I have 200 million dollars in my back account and if you kill me you aint' gonna geddit, I am your daughter."
Okay. This is for @leggonick and @Duhfakee. They're a happily couple with no doubts of leaving each other. So why are you people going around like you're a 'better' choice. If you were a better choice, either one of them would've been with you by now, right? But they aren't. And they won't. Because they're happily here for each other and people who get in between them will just be thrown away and brushed over their shoulder like everyone else. I hate having to see them go through this when I can't do anything about it. Now, I'm not saying not to feel anything towards Melissa nor Jack but it's just too much to handle for them. I'm sorry if you have feelings towards either of them but you can't stop expressing it, it's cool. It's what everybody does. But there's a point when you'll realize that Melissa nor Jack doesn't like you back, and you need to stop at one point. Because it's useless. As much as this is dumb to say but, don't be one of those people to break up a happily good healthy couple. It's tiring and stupid and just... ugh. Just fuck off, okay? And those anon people's comments aren't fucking needed. You don't like Jack nor Melissa with each other? Ignore them then and move on. Pick up your feet and move on. You'll find someone else who will actually love you back. As much as this is rude to say but fuck off. It's worthless and pointless to fight for someone who isn't fighting for you. I just needed to let this out, so. I don't know. Prolly nobody will read this. Okay bye.
First of all, those people who you think don't spend as much time as they are suppose to around you, love you. Deepenly. You might not realize it or know it. But it's there. It's really there, it's just hiding underneath all the bullshit life gives them. They're tired of life as much as you are. So don't blame them, don't blame you. Blame life. Because it's fucked up in this world. And if you ever, ever, think of risking your life. I'm not guessing that you do, but if you get to that point when you want to and you think you have no choice on living anymore. Hold the fuck on. Do not risk your life, for anybody or anything. Life is a beautiful thing, life is alive. Life makes us.. moving on. And if you were to mess with life, life is going to mess you up. And it's going to make you regret it. You're going to regret everything, if you risk your life. Do, not, ever try something that will harm yourself. Okay? Second of all, change that. Change everything and make something good. Something that will prove them wrong. Just prove them wrong because, everybody has brought into life for a reason. You just have to find that reason. But please don't change yourself for other people, if they think you don't satisfy them. Leave. Leave the fuck out of their lives, because it's not worth it. It's not worth a second of your time to fight for something that isn't worth fighting for. I fought for somebody once, but it really turned out to be something I didn't want all along. All along I was fighting, I never really truly looked at what's better. What's a good choice. Not a bad one. Third of all, a lot of people get attached to easily. It's life, it's a thing we ALL have to deal with. And if they don't feel the same way, screw them. They're missing out on something way beyond amazing, fight for people who would fight for you. Care for people who care for you. Please people for as if they please you back. Fourth... god. I remembered those days. Trying to be happy. Trying to make something good of myself. It's not over. Life is not over, isn't it? It's still going and going and moving. And YOU are the person who makes life move. So keep it moving. Life's not over yet, it keeps on going and going and no matter what, challenges, choices, difficults, breaking down, lies, secrets, anything. Fight through your way, take life by YOUR hands and tell 'em, 'fuck you,' No matter what, please don't give up. That's all I'm saying. It will get better, oh. You probably heard 824752759258 people say that, 'Oh It's fine honey. Everything will be better.' but I'm meaning it. Everything will get better. You do good things, life gives you good things. Don't give up. I'm here. Your friends are here. We'll always be here.
It's trendmendously sad how some boyfriends act like they have control over their girlfriends like it's nothing. Boyfriends don't get to treat their girl like shit. They're suppose to make her feel like a princess. That's what they say. But in reality, that's a whole different other story. I'm not saying every boyfriend doesn't treat his girl like how she's suppose to be treated. I'm saying most of them do, that's why I despite a lot of them. That's why I'm having a say in this. A boyfriend should treat his girl like she's his world. Not his toy. A boyfriend should make her feel who she wants to be, not who she is. Because the feeling isn't just great, it's a feeling nobody else can give you. He should be the one there to hold her and tell her everything's going to be okay, not the one who leaves while her world is falling a part. He should be that one to give her these crazy feelings and emotions. Not doubts and lies. Notice what I'm saying contains, 'should' because it's rare to find a gentlemen who does that nowadays. All I'm saying is to all the boyfriends, hold your girlfriend, tell her everything is going to be okay when everything is falling a part. Tell her you love her every day, just because you like the sound of her being yours. Tell her her smile brightens your day a 100 times better. Tell her she's beautiful in every single way. Tell her she's the only thing on your mind every day, every minute, every second. Tell her that you love her. Unless somebody else comes along and does it for you.
OKAY THIS IS TO ALL OF @BLOWMEZ'S HATERS. First of all, fuck you. Fuck you and your stupid ass comments that we all don't give a shit about. She would never cheat on anyone and I know that for a matter of fact. She's gone through enough so just fuck off. You guys aren't making it easier with all your hate sent anon. It's fucking tiring and sick. Have a better life and do something good for once other than trashing about @blowmez and how she's "cheating" on her boyfriend that she LOVES. Whatever she did to you or anything, leave it to the past. She's a wonderful girl who deserves respect, other than what you haters have. SO, FUCKING LEAVE BLOWMEZ AND NOTREALLYNICK ALONE OR I WILL FUCKING TEAR YOUR FACE APART IF I FIND OUT WHO YOU ARE.
I'm just putting all these thoughts out there because I'm tired of them running through my head. First of all, I hate it when I satisfy people and make them happy, but they don't make an effort to take one minute to return the favor. I have fucking feelings that are needed to be said like now. People don't realize how hard it is to fix myself, when they make me feel like fucking shit. So to all of those who think of themselves first than others. Fuck you. Because I certainly think of other people other than myself. Second of all, fuck society's idea of perfect. Nobody is perfect, and I clearly do not plan on changing myself because of what people say. If anybody is even reading this right now, which is not likely. You're beautiful, in every single way. I can't explain it. Honestly, you're beautiful. And those comments people say, fuck them. Those comments don't change them, they don't change you. Those comments don't make them any better. Those comments are lies. All lies. Fuck lies. Fuck society's idea of perfect. You're perfect in every single way. Speaking of lies. I cannot tell you how awful lies are to me. Lies make up a person, they make up a life, they make up a fantasy. Lies can bring you trouble in many ways. Lies will break you in pieces until you've gotten enough. Not only they break us, they leave scars. And everybody is scarred for life. I have not much to say about lies. Only that you can't trust people that much these days. And whoever you trust, it's the one. Because you can't go around trusting everybody, you're the person who has power over it. Just be careful. Fourth, secrets. Secrets, secrets, secrets, and secrets. Secrets and lies are a couple. They work together to make up this horrible thing we call life. Secrets travel everywhere, and you can't stop it. It's a bug. Some are lies, some are true. Honestly, who knows? I have a thing for secrets. They're far from anything I would start. I have never started any, ever. Well, that would be called gossip. But, whatever. Secrets can be held in a hand, but can be passed on. It's life, what can we do. Secrets also hide us from who we are in the world. They hide our identity. Which is the biggest of all. Who really knows who is who in this world? It's hard enough to trust people because we don't know them close enough. Last but not least, giving up is a big part of life. And I can't stand people giving up like it's nothing. Like they don't have the effort to make something good of themselves. Giving up not only makes you a failure, it makes you forget about all the chances you could've took. Chances, choices, and reasons. To all those people out there who are struggling through whatever. Have hope through everything. Your parents divorcing, cancer, any illness, lost of death, love, or etc. Keep holding on. Because things will get better along the way. I do not lie, and I always keep my promises. Things will get better if you try, if you try and try and try and never give up. I speak for the truth only. Please don't give up and fight through everything and everybody that comes to your way. I promise. Well, that's all I have to say. Hopefully somebody reads this and hopefully I helped them. It means a lot to me.