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- d DulceBrandi The reason he gave me was that I have too much life left to live and too much to offer the world than to waste my life waiting for someone that's "as fucked up in the mind" as he is. I told him that I would wait for him and then he asked me what would happen if he didn't come back. I told him that I would come to him.
"Things were hard enough with me in Cali now I'm on the other side of the world."
And I told him that we could at least try to make it work and he said that we'd just end up growing apart and that would hurt us more than anything. He told me it wasn't a goodbye, but a see you later. And it just...it hurts that he kept telling me that he loves me and that he always will but at the same time it was like he was questioning whether or not we're strong enough to make it. And before I was so sure. We have overcome so much and the love that I can't stop feeling for him is so deep that it crossed the age gap, the time difference and the space difference so why can't we make it now? It's just...he's trying to take away my option to wait and it's not fair. How can you tell me that you love me then...it's not right.
He feels the same way about me, I know he does, he told me he does so why?
I understand that he's following his dream. He's been wanting to do this since he was little and last night his sister told me that he gives up his dream for no one. And he gave up the contract once before because of me so this time...he took it.
You know what the really sad, pathetic thing is though? I had been planning to surprise him for my birthday this year and I had finally gotten my sister to agree to bring me out there for a week. I got my tickets in the mail the other day. I had a talk with his sister last night--which was weird because up until now she had no interest in talking to me--and she told me that there was a chance that she could get him back for me. If only for a day or so, but that's better than nothing right? I want the chance to look him in the eye and tell him everything that hasn't been said, to finally see him and to just...I don't know.2,127 chars, ≈ 2 mins read - d alissakaye there really does an I just wish that we could find a way. You saw what I wrote. I love that man so damn much that it's insane. I've never felt anything like this for another person and I already know that I never will. I don't want it all to be for nothin'. This is what T said when she found out :
Aight then, u were ryte, we shouldnt be involved in their shit. matter of fact, ren dont even kno im writin this or that ive been writin yall today but um...nobody should be lyin about dumb shit either. if he doesnt want her anymoer he aint gotta lie to her, none of yall gotta lie for him either. just tell the truth. please. for the sake of my best friends heart--the heart of the girl whos so in love w/ur bro that she's sacrificed for him in ways yall aint kno nothin about--tell her the truth and do it soon. If her heart is gonna break then make it a clean break
of course iFound out about it, iAlways do but yeah...he doesn't have to lie. Especially when I've opened up to him in ways that hurt.
But thanx sis, iAppreciate it *half smile*1,074 chars, < 1 min read - d dulcebrandi No, I haven't gotten in touch w/him yet but I will soon, probably tomorrow. I'm gonna tell him that I just want what's best then we'll have a serious conversation about what should happen next. I don't want to let him go and I told him before that I would wait as long as it takes--we told each other that we would wait--so I need him to know that I stand by that even now. Hopefully we can come to a compromise or something because I really don't like the alternative. But...if I had to, I think I could. I would still be in love with him, but...yeah.571 chars, < 1 min read
- @_theBside iFeel u, but he has to do what he has to do at the same time to market himself and to make his own brand. He could stay true to his music, sure, but then he'd remain the regional success that he is. It's effed, but if he wants to make the impact that he wants to make, he's gonna have to sacrifice who he is as an artist to do so. His "Artistic Integrity" and all that. Now, what about Cudi? && "Pretty Girls" w/Gucci actually isn't that bad of a song. At least he didn't dumb his rhymes down *shrugs*525 chars, < 1 min read
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